2012 - the year of fulfilling dreams

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Let's start with my resolutions I set for 2012:

- I will make sure my thinking will be positive more, negative less.
- I will reduce my moodswings.
- I will smile more.
- I will give less blank/black face
- I will try my best to stay in contact with every important person of my life

I'm glad to say that I achieved all of them!! Maybe I didn't achieve them very "nicely", but at least I achieved them :) Now it's time to reflect and sum up 2012!

1: Myself

This is me during 2012. More smiles right!! Happy me is happy :) I think I still look the same? Changed my smiling technique now since the bf complimented that I look nice when I smile with teeth so.. :D Crazy usage of contact lens and minimal makeup whenever I can since I wanna look pretty lol. My confidence level drop when I wear spectacles but at least I am more comfortable with it! I have more positive thoughts as compared to the past so overall, I am a happier person now :) Graduated from Ngee Ann Poly and now I'm at the next stage - University! Worked during the IT Show and get to know lots of awesome people and I joined the Epi family @ SSQ before I left during September for school. Awesome co-workers that treated me like a little girl but sometimes a maid :x AND I AM 20 Y/O OMG O_O

2: Family

My family are still the same. Not good at expressing feelings and still always talking loudly to each other (but this is how we communicate :x) Everyone is healthy and I am really glad :) The 4 little girls you see are my little cousins/nieces. 2012 is a year wherever I am closer to my cousins/nephews/nieces (both my Dad & Mum's side). Family bond is something I will always treasure. Looking forward to taking more pictures with them during 2013! :)

3: Love

Say hi to my boyfriend! We're reaching our 3rd year this January 15. Longest relationship ever. Yes, I am still hopelessly in love with him \(^~^)/ 2012 is a year we grow to understand each other better. He is currently still in NS now and I am proud to call him my man :) We may have misunderstandings and little arguments because of my clumsiness and carelessness, but we are still strong. Sorry for the times I made you mad, sorry for the times I made you cry, sorry for always PMS-ing and making you tolerating them, and I'm sorry for the times I am selfish and not thinking in your shoes. Thank you for always understanding me, teaching me to believe in myself, and also loving me. With him, I get to learn new things, discover a different side of me, and also grow to be a better person :) Looking forward to a year with him and hopefully the future years as well :)

"Love doesn't need to be perfect. It just needs to be true."

4: Friends

2012 is the year I get to meet all of my awesome friends! (Some are not in the picture)

The Lim sisters: Zhi Yi & Zhi Yun. The cutest sisters ever!! Totally glad that we met and grew close during CCA :) Although I don't meet them often because we're all busy, we still make the effort to ask each other to go to shopping sprees together! Hope to meet them more during 2013!

Hui Ming GF. Nothing to say other than my best gf ever! Finally get to meet her after 1.5 years of not meeting last year. The one who will have long hours of HTHT with me, give me advices and laugh at me :x Although you always laugh at me but I know you love me kay gf! :D I think we met the most during 2012 as compared to other years :o Let's meet even more this year!! :D

Geraldine BFF. The busy girl who still cab a lot, and still like spending money on me :/ 2012 is also the year we shared our "love issues" since she had so much guys falling for her hahaha you know what I mean right dine ^^ Glad she met the one who treats her right and appreciates her as compared to the other jerks who hurt her. Earn more money but spend less on clubs and cabs, and meet me more! :D

Shin Darling. Oh my god I think I only get to meet her twice during 2012 :o All of us are always busy and I miss my 3SOME! Miss laughing at her blurness :x Even though we don't meet as much, the love is always there! :)

SYB. Even though we have one less person now, we communicate better and meet up even more! :) From our 6 person clique to 5 to 4 and to the 3 of us now, I am glad we still manage to maintain our friendship even though we're now on different paths. The 2 of them see me grow from an "ah lian" to a matured girl :x And we're still gossiping and joking like how we used to be during our secondary school days! 2013 shall be the year we meet more and joke even more! :)

The Kick Ass family. My second family! Our group seems to be changing a lot during 2012 but I hope this year we will stay the same and meet up more (not only on 21st birthdays since there's only 3 people turning 21 on 2013 :x)

5: HAMS

Yes HAMS deserve a paragraph by themselves! :D They are the closest group of sisters I have among the other of my friends. Met during my poly days and on 2012, we graduated together and now we're studying/working. Even though we're busy, we still take the effort to meet every month! Glad that this is still ongoing because this means we will not drift apart and can be updated with each other's life! I hope our sistership and friendship will continue till we grow old (not too much to ask for right? ^^) 2013 shall be our year because WE ARE TURNING 21!!

Hui Yi Lalala. Thank you for tolerating my random PMS and jokes for the past few years :x Every now and then I will think of the times we stick together during projects, how we ignore our lecturers during class, and how we struggle to do our work :x Thank you for being such a good friend, my twin, and my partner. You're our only full time worker so continue to work hard and earn more money! Hopefully you'll study soon then we can see each other in school! :)

Min Duan Lifepartner. I guess a paragraph will not be enough :x The best lifepartner I can ever ask for. My "10 years friend", my "neighbour", my sister and hopefully we can be family (you know what I mean :D) Glad that we're classmates once again! Thank you for always encouraging me, advising me, be my listening ear when I need one, and for always being there when I need you. Sorry for the times I laugh at you (but you know I'm only joking right!), always making you teach me when I face problems during class, and also always sheltering me when it rains :x 2012 is the year we grew closer to each other and like I said, I am thankful to have you around me and let's work hard for 2013! Hopefully I can be your colleague again soon and remember to not keep your xin shi to yourself because you can always count on me :)

Jie Si Babey. My friend since Secondary 3! Should be fate that we meet once again during poly and then get close :) Sad that we are in the same school yet different course T_T HAMS will always support you when you need help. All you need to do is say! Thank you for being the friend I always need and always caring for me when I almost fall (which always happens).  Jiayou for your work and studies!

 6: Travel

2012 is the year I traveled the most! I went to Genting during the start of the year with the bf, JB for Legoland during the later part of the year with Erin & Wee Chong, then to Hong Kong and Macau at the end of the year with the bf's family! 4 places in a year, how awesome can it be! :D Glad to say that I conquered the scary roller coasters and rides which makes me feel that I am braver! :x Going to HK is a dream come true for me and I even get to visit Disneyland during their Christmas special :) I get to see my favourite Aliens from Toy Story (people who know me should know how crazy I am for them :x) and also Eeyore!! I swear I teared some tears of joy :') 

In conclusion, 2012 is my best year ever so far. But I have a feeling, my 2013 will be even better. 2012 may be a year of tears, fears, and hurt, but it is also a year of tears of joy, smiles, conquering of fears, and love. My resolutions of 2013 will be:

- To work hard for my studies

- Earn more money but spend less

- Travel even more

- Meet and stay in contact with friends who are important to me

- To smile more

- To reduce my random PMS and negative thoughts

- Everyone to stay healthy and happy

- Love myself more

- More love, less hate

HAPPY 2013 everyone! :) 2013 will be the year of achieving.

#toinfinityandbeyond

Happy 26th lovesary Babylove! ♥

Adele - To Make You Feel My Love

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
No, There's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love

To make you feel my love

♥

"To ∞ and →"

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY MY ONE & ONLY!

15th January '12 ♥

Hello people! 2011 is gonna end and 2012 is coming~ So excited :))

2011 is a great year for me. And I hope 2012 will be as great, or even better!

In the year 2011,

It's my first anniversary with my dearest Baby!! :)

I went for lots of buffets! :)

I had my first CNY reunion lunch with HAMS :)

I received my first bouquet of chocolate flowers made by Baby!! :)

I attended Baby's graduation night with him :)

I went to club for the first time (and I don't really like it :/)

I flew for the first time!! :)

I had my first overseas trip with Baby and friends!! :)

Baby graduated from Poly!! :)

I did my FYP and completed it with good grades :)

I'm in my last year of Poly :)

I celebrated my 19th birthday with all my lovelies!! :)

I received a polaroid as a birthday present from Baby!! :)

Baby went to NS and I cried like a bitch :(

I spent quality time with my friends and Baby :)

I celebrated Baby's birthday with him for the 2nd time!! :)

I went to USS with HAMS :)

I sat on Roller Coasters and I swear I almost died :x

I got my iPhone 4S :)

I had an awesome and memorable Christmas with my Baby!! :)

and of course many other more events which made my 2011 really awesome :)

and I am gonna count down to the new year for the very first time with Baby!! :))) EXCITED! :))

I am thankful for everyone who are there for me this year. They make it easier when life gets hard :) People come and go. I am really glad for those who stayed with me.

In year 2012, I will be graduating from Ngee Ann and moving on to the next stage of my life. I will make sure my thinking will be positive more, negative less. I will reduce my moodswings. I will smile more. I will give less blank/black face and of course I will try my best to stay in contact with every important person of my life :))

HAPPY 2012 in advance EVERYBODYYYY :D

Love,

Annie :)

"Waiting for you to be back!"

11/11/11

Okay back for another post! Shall write one whenever I have the time :)

So yesterday was 11/11/11, the big day everyone's been waiting for! I myself had seen the 11.11 timing yesterday. Feeling kinda awesome ^^ It was a pretty normal day for me, well 'cause my Mr Boyfriend is not around to spend it with me but it's okay! Because every single day that we spend together is special to me :)

AND YES CHRISTMAS IS COMING!! I have no idea why I'm so excited for Christmas this year. Normally I won't. But well, CHRISTMAS IS COMING!! Looking forward to spending the day with Baby and of course, both of us exchanging presents as usual~ Hope my Christmas wish come true :)

To my botak boy,

all I want is you to stay with me for as long as we both live. And I believe both of us will make this wish of mine come true :) I love you. Always have, always will <3

Happy 12/11/11 people!

Apprx. 15 hours to Baby's book out :))

To my favourite boy :)

It's so weird that I miss you even though we spend almost the whole day together.

I am thankful to be able to love you and be loved by you.

Thank you for always staying by my side.

You're the best part of me and will always be.

And I will use the rest of my life to prove how much I love you :)

150110 to Forever ♥

Random: Told Baby that I want to name our future dog Pizza/Oreo/Gummy bear because it sounds cute. I wonder if he agrees! :x

Hello to anyone who's still reading this dead blog! Thinking of changing to a new blog to start everything again. Okay shall see how it goes~

So life is kinda mundane now. School just started this Monday with new classmates :/ But at least I'm in the same class with HAMS! Yes finally all 4 of us is in the same class, even for 1 of our IS module :D All the modules I'm taking this semester are freaking boring and the lecturers are all super naggy. I can swear that and I guess HAMS agree with me!! :x Hope it'll improve soon~~ And since it's my final semester now, I will study hard and graduate :D

Baby boy enlisted during September! So life was really kinda boring for me from Monday-Thursday every single week before school starts. But the boring life improved ever since school starts :D And at least I get to meet him on Friday and Saturday, and sometimes Sunday too :) So he's the reason that I managed to survive through my weekdays!

Beloved Girlfriend's birthday is coming soon!! Kinda miss her leh~ GF YOU GOT SEE THIS ANOT?! I SAY I MISS YOU LEHHHHHH :D Hoping to meet her soon~

Shall end my random post now. I actually save a draft of my Taiwan trip post but I have yet to finish it 'cause I am lazyyyy :x Try to finish it soon ba! But now got school work lehhhh T_T Okay bye people! :D Love my Baby! <3

You end up losing yourself when you care more about someone who doesn't care about losing you.

It's not about the space he fills in my heart anymore, but him being my heart as a whole.

@Mervin Kwa <3

Hopefully a post soon? :)

1 more week!

Random urge to blog! Currently, I'm at the last week for my fyp! Report and software submission next week, and Viva on 2nd August. Now my only 2 wishes are that I can finish my software in time and get good grades for my fyp :) After 2nd Aug comes my early holidays weee. Can't wait for shopping sprees, spending more time with Boyfriend and Girlfriends. Especially my dear Hui Ming Gf who just came back days ago. Meeting her before she starts her school @ NIE~ Have to go back to my never ending coding and report writing. Xoxo to all who are still reading my blog :)

Focus on people who truly love and care about you :)

AUGUST=ATTITUDE

- Outgoing personality (Sometimes?)

- Takes risks

- Feeds on attention

- Self control

- Kind hearted (Sometimes?)

- Self confident

- Loud and boisterous

- VERY revengeful.

- Easy to get along with and talk to

- Has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude (O.O?)

- Likes talking and singing (For sure :))

- Loves music

- Daydreamer

- Easily distracted

- Hates not being trusted

- BIG imagination

- Loves to be loved

- Hates studying

- In need of “that someone” (I've already found mine :))

- Longs for freedom

- Rebellious when withheld or restricted

- Lives by “no pain no gain”

- Caring (Sometimes?)

- Always a suspect (HUH?!)

- Playful

- Mysterious

- “Charming” or “beautiful” to everyone (I'm not so sure LOL)

- Stubborn

- Curious

- Independent (sometimes I guess?)

- Strong willed

- A fighter

Wow this is quite true leh!! Very me :) Btw, I know it's been long since I blog! Very busy and lazy :x I might blog soon, or never again? So readers can try your luck every now and then! And it's 2.56AM and I'm still awake!! Listening to Beast's On Rainy Days. Not really a K-Pop fan anymore but still, this song is awesome! :)

Just in case anyone miss me~

THIS IS THE VERY RECENT ME! Face still quite big I know~ And I still love eating like always :/ I'm wearing contact lens if you're wondering~ Got chio-er right!! Kay very bhb but whatever la I like leh. Sound kinda guailan now -.- But I'm still nice like always hehehe.

Till then! :)

2011 March ♥

Heyyy yooo everybody I am back!! Sorry for being super late :( I know it's May already!! So how was everyone's March? Mine was awesome!! :)

The Body Shop grooming workshop! (5th March)

So, it was in the morning @ E-garage and really fun!! Learn a lot through the workshop :) And get to see Fang & Ai Ping with make up HAHAHA they look really nice :)

Year 3 Graduation Filming (7th March)

Mirah asked me to help her, so I did! Reached school at 1, but in the end filming starts at 1 -.- Went for lunch with BB, Wen Jie, Kah Seng, Alvin, Mirah and Jocelyn @ KAP after filming :)

Byebye to Xiao bai for a week! (9th March)

Went to PA with BB first in the morning, and we went to Bishan for Manhattan Fish Market after that :) Bought KOI, then met Alvin & Jing Yin and off to Toa Payoh to send their macbooks for repair. Went to Orchard together and both Jing Yin & I got our dress! Awesome :) Dinner @ 302 with BB before heading home :)

Meeting up with H & S for M's birthday preparation~ (10th March)

Sooooo, met up with Hui Yi & Jie Si @ JP and accompanied them to change their ATM cards before we went shopping for Min Duan's birthday present! After buying everything we needed, we settled down @ Mos Burger and starting doing the birthday card! Hui Yi & I went to Kiddy Palace to take pictures of Hello Kitty so that Jie Si can draw on the birthday card LOL :x

Last shopping for Grad Night! (11th March)

Went to TPY with BB first to retrieve important stuffs from Xiao bai before heading to Bugis & Orchard for shopping! After the long day, BB & I played Halo together @ HMV LOL. I keep kena killed lor not fun one -_-

Min Duan's 19th birthday celebration! (12th March)

Kay she's laughing because we gave her a fake gift :x

With her real present! :)

Met HAMS @ BPP's Macs! Before that Hui Yi, Jie Si & I went to buy cake for the birthday girl! And so we sang, laugh, ate the cake, unwrap the present, and off to town! Went to FEP to collect my heels, then to Suntec for IT Fair. Freaking hell many people la -.- We gave up and went to Marina Square and then to Plaza Singapura for snacks 'cause all of us are hungry :x Went to Timbre and it's the freaking 137 steps again -.- But we conquered!! Yay awesome us :) Had our usuals and sadly my Vodka taste very weird so I didn't drink much :( Song dedication as usual for the birthday girl! :)

Loft stay for Grad Night 2010/2011! (14th March - 18th March)

Went to look for BB before heading to loft. And I headed home 'cause I forgot my IC. Kay forgetful me -.- Went to Bukit Timah Plaza to print the tickets, then to loft! Tried wearing the contact lens and it's like zomg scary!! But fun :)

15th March was our 14th monthsary!! BB left for school in the morning :( But at least I have goodbye kiss from him :* Woke up at around noon, and no one was around :( Sad me spend my time staring blank LOL. BB told me he went for lunch with his friends and I was freaking hungry so I told me to bring back some for me too :x He rang the doorbell when he came back but I didn't hear 'cause I was blasting music so in the end he came in on his own and knocked on my room door :x And when I opened the door, there he was, holding on to my monthsary present and our lunch! Omg sweet boy :* So he lied to me about going for lunch with his friends. He went to buy the Charles & Keith bag that I freaking love since the first sight for me and also my favourite ToriQ! :) How to not love him right ^^ Went for steamboat @ Crystal Jade with the KICK ASS family at night! Awesome spamming food :)

16th March was our actual event!

Tickets! Design proudly done by my love :)

Group pictures!

The girls!

The guys!

My love love love :)

Group pictures again! :)

Had Mac breakky and it was freakinggggg awesome! Even though it's cold :x Cabbed to Swissotel and then went looking for plasters with Jing Yin & Ai Ping :x Dinner started at around 7 and I didn't eat much :x Not hungry I guess HAHAHA. The emcee was freaking awesome! I'm like damn high during the event :x The event was really a great one :) Cabbed to Zouk since we have free entry~ Awesome :) It was Mambo night that day -.- I'm very impressed by those dancing because they know all the dance steps to every song! Bravo~ My favourite song was 'Don't You Want Me' & 'Square Room' LOL :x Went to Holiday Inn and then cabbed back to loft for drinking session with BB, Wen Jie, Alvin, Yong Quan, Jing Yin, Lina & me! Ordered macs delivery and drink till 5 before sleeping :)

Rotting @ the loft for the next few days since event is over! BB went for dinner with his friends at night so I went for dinner with Alvin, Alpon & Jing Yin. Then we bought tidbits back and watch show together! Finished the Martel we bought by playing games. Damn fun! BB came back at around 1 but the drinks are all gone~~ And I was feeling blur~ then sober~ then blur~ LOL. We all went to sleep since the drinks are gone but I kept going to the toilet -.- BB & I were chatting and what he said was really touching :') Love love him :*

Sweet simple day with my love! (21st March)

Went to collect Xiao bai and then headed to Vivo. Welcome home Xiao bai!! :) Went for tea break @ Fruit Paradise and then for our movie; The Adjustment Bureau. Nice awesome movie :) Dinner @ my favourite LJS! :)

Results day & 3SOME day! (25th March)

My results wasn't that good :( Disappointed! But BB got his GPA 4!!!! Yay that's my awesome boy! So proud of him :*

Awesome poppy from Cornery!! :)

Shin with her Yami Yogurt!

I was tagged as the salmon -.-

With the weird green peas :/

Love the 2 of them! :)

Awesome ice cream!! :)

Shin envy my long legs so she snap shot me -.-

Shin :)

Out with 3SOME to town and we thought Shin went to the opposite bus stop like she did the other time LOL. Kay in the end she didn't! Just that she went to the wrong bus stop -.- The 3 of us are like crapping on the bus talking about Troll guy and Rebecca Black! Shin thought Troll was Cereal guy omg -.- Alighted @ Tangs Plaza and went to ION for Cornery Cholocate Popcorn! Damn awesome :) Shall buy them again when I head to town :p Had Sakae Sushi after that and ate till damn full like always :x Bought Gongcha & Shin went home while I went to the temple with Fei and my aunt! Winnie came to find us after that too :) Cabbed home with Fei :)

Kite flying @ Marina Barrage with Dearest :* (28th March)

(Shall upload the pictures when BB send them to me~)

Met BB @ CCK and he didn't tell me where we were going until I saw him bringing a kite!~ :D

Bought our picnic food @ PS' Cold Storage before heading to Marina Barrage. Yay our kite flew

damn high~~ :D It's indeed a nice day because it's my first time flying a kite (plus it's with my

love (L)) Left at night and we went to PS for dinner @ Mana's Story. It's a shop selling Korean food and I can swear it's freaking awesome! :D

Preparation for Taiwan! (26th March - 29th March)

I forgot what I did but all I remembered was I'm like busy preparing for Taiwan!! Yes I flew~~ With my friends for 9 days :) Shall talk about it in my Taiwan trip entry :x

3DO camp fire (30th March)

Left my luggage @ BB's place and then to NP for 3DO camp fire!!

Through out my face was like :) then -_- 'cause I don't understand the performances LOL. Everything ended at around 11? And cabbed back to BB's house to pack his stuffs for Taiwan! :)

Okay done with my March entry!! Shall update about my Taiwan trip and April soon~ :)