Out of a sudden, I felt so useless.
I seem like a burden to everyone.

I am not a good friend.
All I do is pouring my sadness to them,
throwing my tantrum at them,
showing my attitude to them.
I cannot help them when they're in need,
when they're feeling hopeless and helpless,
when they're feeling down and sad.

Sometimes I wonder, why do I have so many good people around me,
when I am not someone good at all ?
All I do is cry, cry, and cry.

I hate myself for thinking too much,
I hate myself for being so emo.
I hate myself for being so naive,
I hate myself for being so blur,
I hate myself for being so stupid and dumb,
I hate myself for being immature,
I hate myself for being over sensitive,
I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself!